1. Who are you?


2. Are we friends?


3. When and how did we meet?


4. How have I affected you?


5. What do you think of me?


6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?


7. How long do you think we will be friends?


8. Do you love me?


9. Do you have a crush on me?


10. Would you kiss me?


11. Would you hug me?


12. Physically, what stands out?


13. Emotionally, what stands out?


14. Do you wish I was cooler?


15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?


16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.


17. Am I lovable?


18. How long have you known me?


19. Describe me in one word.


20. What was your first impression?


21. Do you still think that way about me now?


22. What do you think my weakness is?


23. Do you think I'll get married?


24. What makes me happy?


25. What makes me sad?


26. What reminds you of me?


27. If you could give me anything what would it be?


28. How well do you know me?


29. When's the last time you saw me?


30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


31. Do you think I could kill someone?


32. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

Guy: "Can we have sex now?"

Girl: "Can we do what?"

Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"

Girl: "Um.....no."

Guy: "Why?"

Girl: "Because you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."

Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."

Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."

Guy: "I'm not special to you?"

Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."

Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.


5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.

Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".

Guy: tries to kiss her.

Girl: screams, "Would you stop!"

Guy: continues trying.

Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."

Guy: "Don't do what? I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.

Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."

Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".

Girl: crying, continues to fight.

Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.

Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"

Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.


An hour passes.........

Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.

Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, crying.

Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.

Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."

Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.


2 months later.........

Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me? I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."

Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."

Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.

Doctor: "You are pregnant."

Girl: faints.


The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."


The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......


Girls, if this story touched you, put this in your journal as "No means no!"

Guys, if this story pisses you off, put in your journal as 'I'll kill any idiot who does this to my girl, or any girl"

Okay...Today is October 31. My favorite day of the year. The one day where I am not the town freak. It's also the 70th anniversary of my grandmother's birth. The witch in denial . Seriously...she's witch that's refuses to believe it. It's really amusing.

Anyway. YES! Halloween!!!!!!! Who doesn't love this day? It's AWESOME!!!

Okay I have nothing more to say except this...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD FRIGHT!!!

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
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Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

THE DEEP SURVERY
(Be completely honest or it doesn't count)

[1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person?
I automatically dislike everyone...period.

[2] What do you do when you need to relax?
I don't relax.

[3] Why do you think there is war in the world?
Because people refuse to chill.

[4]do you think it's OK to sometimes lie?
Hai.

[5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
Find a balance and leave it at that.

[6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know?
Tell me.

[7] What are you listening to right now?
Silence.....

[8] If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
A concert and plane ticket.

[9] Would it change your life?
Yeah...I guess...

[10] What was the last thing you purchased?
Deathnote...I and II.

[11] What do you do when you're stressed out?
I don't get stressed.

[12] Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
Depends on who I'm screwing over if I do....

[13] Do you believe in Aliens?
Hai.

[14] Could you forgive a boyfriend or girlfriend who physically hurt you?
I never forgive anything.

[15] What's your greatest fear in life?
Being alive.

[16] Do you have a best friend?
Two.

[17] Are you afraid of death?
It's my greatest desire.

[18] Do you think parents should stay together for the kids?
No.

[19] Can money buy happiness?
No.

[20] Are you looking forward to anything?
No.

[21] Write some lyrics from the song you're listening to:
..........

[22] Do you open up to people easily?
No.

[23] Has anyone given you a compliment today?
Hai.

[24] What do your friends call you?
Lots of things...depends on the friend...but it usually ends with bitch.

[25] Has anyone upset you in the last week?
No.

[27] Are you close to your parents?
No.

[28] What's the best thing about you?
I'm blunt...regardless of how it may affect someone...

[29] Out of your friends, who do you think would be a good parent?
None of them.

[30] Are you a forgiving person?
No.

[32] Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation?
Tyler.

[33] Where is the last place you went out to eat?
......Oasis.

[35] Do you miss anyone?
No.

[36] What were you doing at 3 AM this morning?
Staring at the cieling listening to Miyavi.

[37] Who do you hate?
Everyone.

39] Is your room clean?
No.

[40] What are you going to do tomorrow?
Don't plan that far ahead.

[41] What is in store for your future?
Who cares...

[42] Do you take care of your friends while they're sick?
No.

[43] When was the last time you purchased something over $500?
Never.

[44] Any piercings?
Ears.

[45] Favorite color(s)?
Red.

[46] Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
....Who ever.

[47] Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
My aunt.

[48] What kind of digital camera brand do you have?
None.

[49] Does any part of your body hurt right now?
No.

[50] How many tickets do you have?
None.


Directions: Put an "X" in everything you fear. (Simple right?!)

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling !

If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.

If you get 10- 20 then you are normal.

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.


I Fear…
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] empty/open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] black cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep water
[] lakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] heavy wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[x] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling off high ledges
[x] clowns
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[]tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[] monsters under my bed
[] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/ goals
[X] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs if they were alive
[] the welcome mat
[] high speeds
[] throwing up
[x] falling in love

My Total: 9